Dear Morning Sickness & Fatigue,

I would like to enjoy the food I cook & I would like to be able to clean my apartment & do laundry without wanting to pass out.

So pack your bags & go away!

Kthanks. 

:)

In other news! 11 days til leave starts! 12 days til we go to Pennsylvania! & like 16-17 days til we get married! I'm totally stoked. Can't wait. 

Oh & still waiting on Medicaid to come in so I can go to the doctor but I have a feeling that by the time that comes in we're already gonna be married. :/

Brandon comes home tomorrow night! & we're going bowling Friday night! Then hanging out around the apartment with Bella. :)

New questions, ready?
Oh yeah.

Is there a boy that you would do absolutely everything for?
Of course, I already basically do. 

Did you ever think you had the Swine flu?
No, but it wouldn't surprise me if I did & didn't know it.

If you could die to save someone you liked, would you?
I would do it to save Brandon, but I guess that doesn't count because we're getting married & in love.

Name something you dislike about the day you're having?
Brandon's not here.

Who was the last person to smoke a cigarette in your presence?
David.

Is it cute when guys kiss you on your forehead?
Yeah, although Brandon doesn't do it anymore.

What are you sitting on right now?
The bean bag chair.

Does anyone regularly - other than family - tell you they love you?
Brandon. :)

Have you ever wanted someone you can't have?
Not really? Unless you count a big wedding that I will never be able to afford. 

Who was the last person you talked to before you went to bed last night?
Um, Bella, does the cat count? Because I didn't talk to anyone else yesterday.

If the year consisted of only one season, which would you choose? 
Summer or Spring.

Would you consider painting your bedroom purple?
Brandon would kill me, especially since we share a room.

 Are there any posters in your room?
There's nothing on any of our walls.

Are you a mean person?
Not unless you give me a reason to be.

Does anyone hate you?
I don't know, maybe, but I don't care.

Do you think relationships are even worth it?
Yeah, most of the time.

If someone liked you right now, would you want them to tell you?
Sure, not that it would matter because I'm getting married next year.

Could you go out in public looking like you do now?
Sure, I don't think Brandon would like it much though.

Do you usually tell people when you're mad at them?
Depends, sometimes I do & sometimes I don't.

Are you in a good mood right now?
I'm in an alright mood, the weather does not denote a good mood day. Plus Brandon's ship failed their inspection to I have no idea when he'll be home..

What do you hear right now?
A trailer for a movie.

Do you have someone of the opposite sex you can tell everything to?
I live with him & we're getting married so I would hope I can tell him everything.. 

This time last year, can you remember who you liked?
I don't know, it was a rough year last year.

Does it bother you when people try to make you jealous?
Yeah, why should I be jealous of someone when I already have everything I want & need in my life.

Have you ever been called beautiful?
Yeah, quite often actually.

What was the last thing you licked?
My lips.

Would you ever eat a bug for 1,000 dollars?
Um no, that's disgusting.

Is it possible to be single and happy?
Yeah, you can't be happy in a relationship until you're happy by yourself.

If I say "psycho", who is the first person that comes to your mind?
Um I don't know.

Do you like when people play with your hair?
Yeah, Brandon does it sometimes, it relaxs me.

Do you plan on sleeping in tomorrow?
No, I have to be up by 6.

Who's the last person you hugged?
Bella.

Would you pay someone to kill the person who hurt you a lot?
No, as much as he hurt me he doesn't deserve to die.

Will this weekend be a good one?
Depends on if Brandon has to work or not.

Are you wearing socks right now?
No. 

What's your favorite color?
Coral.

Have you ever liked someone older than you?
I love someone older then me right now.

What does the fourth text in your inbox say and who is it from?
I don't have an inbox, I have separate inboxes for each person.

Are you mad at someone right now?
The Navy, does that count?

What time did you go to sleep last night?
12ish.

Are you trying to avoid liking somebody at the moment?
No, I love someone & that's all I need.

In a relationship?
Yeah.

Have you ever kissed a red haired guy?
No, not that I can remember.

When was the last time you talked to one of your best friends?
I don't have a best friend anymore. Unless you count Brandon & I was texting him earlier.

Is there something you would like to say before we begin?
Um, no.

Okay, then. Moving on. Do you have anything to hide?
Um, no.
Do you hate it when people snoop through your belongings?
The only thing that really bothers me is when you go through my phone or read my journal.

Have you ever burned your clothes?
Not on purpose.

Has a friend ever begged you to help them commit suicide?
Um, no.

Do you hate it when people laugh when there is nothing to laugh about?
No, I laugh at everything anyway.

Ever seen a caterpillar make a cocoon?
No.

Have you ever forged a fingerprint?
I had to learn how to in my Forensic Science class in high school.

Do envelopes taste icky if you lick them shut?
Sure.

Do you say "awn-velopes" or "in-velopes?" ^^^
I think I say it about a million different ways. 

Has anyone said that you're an evil genius?
No.

Did you know that the answer 'myspace' was a Jeopardy question?
Huh?

I found it rather hilarious. Anyway, do you like lemons or limes?
Lemons with sweet tea & limes with tequila shots! :)

Ever had a teacher that resembled a celebrity?
No.

Do you ever delete questions on surveys that you don't want to answer?
No.

Have you ever put the "blue screen of death" on someones computer?
No, I don't know how.

Is your keyboard spill-proof?
No.

When you were little did you think $100 was a lot of money?
Yeah.

Which is better? Nintendo DS or Nintendo DS Lite?
I would love to just have a DS..

Do you like Italian food?
Yeah.

Have you ever made a computer crash?
No, but a computer has crashed while I was on it before.

Have you ever framed someone so they'd take the blame?
No.

Don't you hate the feeling that you want something but don't know what?
Yeah, it sucks.

Have you ever said something that came out just completely wrong?
Yeah, all the time.

Home is where the heart is. Is that a true statement?
Yeah, for the most part.

Have you ever been rude to a store employee?
NO, I hate when people were rude to me so I don't do it to other people.

If I told you to jump would you say 'how high'?
Haha no.

Have you ever been accused of being anorexic or bulimic?
All the time, I don't eat much so it's the first thing people think.

Is Super Mario fun or just plain out annoying?
It's alright when I'm bored.

Have you ever worn an inappropriate shirt to school?
Um, no.

What would you do if a lizard crawled on you in the middle of the night?
I don't know.

Would you ever put the word 'hammertime' under a stop sign XD?
Haha, I've never thought about that.

In your town, does everyone know each other?
No but it's definitely a small world.

Do you listen to your parents/guardians?
Sometimes.

Would you ever dye your eyebrows?
No.

Are calculators useful or a cheating tool?
Useful.

Has anyone said you were 'sweet'?
Yeah.

Okay, so I haven't posted in a LONG time, so this one is going to be LONG to make up for that. :) 

Alright well first off, I moved out of my mom's. I live with Brandon now, first we lived in Hampton with a bunch of fags who just likes to start drama & tried to break us up. So now we moved into our very own one bedroom apartment, we officially got the keys & moved in Friday July 16, 2010, on our 5 months :) Um, we haven't been there like at all, because he works too much & goes underway next week basically for four months & he doesn't want me to stay alone. Although we are getting a kitten sometime soon, so I'm excited to introduce Patron when I do get him. :) 

Um, Brandon & I have had our fair share of issues in the past 5 months. Most of them having to do with girls, like a certain girl named Mary. She messaged me on Facebook & told me that he was basically planning on cheating on me. [There's a thunderstorm right now & I LITERALLY hate them! But we needed the rain.] & that he was telling her that he wanted to fuck her & he didn't love me & that I basically didn't matter to him. She told me that she met him from Craigslist, despite him telling me she's been his friend for years. But we settled that one real quick, then there's this crazy bitch keeps texting, emailing, calling Brandon & telling him she loves him. Even though we've told her that I'm pregnant & we're getting married she won't let it go, she still thinks eventually he's going to leave me & they're going to be together & happily ever after. Even though she's like 31 & he's only going to be 24, yeah I know cougar status & he's the man, but I think that's weird, especially since he just moved out on his own for the first time. & wouldn't it be weird to you if you were 31 & you're 23 year old boyfriend had a baby with a 20 year old girl that you had to deal with all the time? Like seriously? & they only hung out once & met each other through Craigslist & only emailed/texted/sexted, & now all of a sudden when he tells her I'm pregnant & he's not going to leave me she's in love with him. & she's super clingy & needy, like I can not stand people like her, it's so fucking irritating.

Anyway & Joe is underway for a little while. He'll be back the beginning of next month after he goes home to Idaho for a couple weeks. & then he's going to stay with me for a few days until he goes to Florida for school, his crossrate package got picked up so he's going to be to Florida for 6-8 months, during which time I'll be visiting him down there. Then he'll get stationed where ever the NAVY wants to send him, sadly that could even mean halfway across the globe from me.

& poor Steve is in Afghanistan, he just went back after his R&R, so he's there until his deployment ends in like October. Then I'll see him, god I miss him so much. :( He's getting a divorce too, apparently Danielle cheated & he can't stop thinking about it, so yeah. Haha.

Well that's about it for now, I'll add more later if I think of it.

:)